I have hay-fever
I have bad red wine
I have water boiling
I have had too many chips
I have weed
I have a sore ankle
I have 3 assignments I should be doing
I have a cat that isn't mine
I have a fear of commitment
I have a fear of letting people down
I have a fear of letting myself down
I have a fear of being disliked
I have a fear of being hurt
I have a fear of being hurt
I have regrets
I have no regrets
I have so many regrets.

feeling better

Had a solid 3 week meltdown and I can finally see clearly again
I'm okay and I am happy.
Things are busy and hard but they are worth it.
Plus I still have time to have a beer in bed and listen to my friends' music.
It feels so good to be in the present moment again.

I'm sorry I'm so shit

sick of myself 

don't talk to me for one month

shouldn't live with you, can't live without you 

you're bad for me but I want more more more

so exciting 

get out of my life, don't leave me

come back I love you

stop talking to me let me move on

it's been a year too long 

you are everywhere

I'm trying to cut you out, like sugar. Simply no more. Not simple. No more. It's 2:00am, you invade my dreams out of no where. I wish I hated you. 

this is consent

grapes