An observation

This time last year I dropped out of uni and was having a mental breakdown. Now I'm the happiest I've ever been, I'm making art, I'm making so many friends, I weigh ten kilos less (I'm healthier) but the second I think about studying I melt down again? Maybe I'm not meant to study. How will I survive if I don't study though? I will be poor forever. Would it be dumb to drop out of uni and just work lots and make a lot of art? Or suck it up for a year and a half more and see what happens???? All I really want to do is travel, meet people and make art - I don't care where I work. HELP ME INTERNET WORLD I AM MELTING DOWN BUT ALSO NOT MELTING DOWN BECAUSE I AM REALLY HAPPY

FORCING MYSELF TO CATCH UP ON MY MARKETING SUBJECT AND REALISING THERE'S NO HOPE

booger in my nose, pimple on my chin, i keep getting drunk and telling people i'm into them

Good Life Choices

Here are some shots from 'Good Life Choices' a performance art/ play that myself and my friend,  Tremayne Gordon, wrote, directed and performed under my house for the Brisbane Fringe Festival. Thanks to Kitty Jane French for the photos. 

 

Beginning of Sittin' on the Dock of the Bay

Stronger

January of last year, I was an INFJ.
The rarest of them all. 

"Though soft spoken, will fight tirelessly for an idea that they believe in"
"INFJ's need time alone to decompress and recharge...may suddenly withdraw"
"The passion of their convictions may carry them past their breaking point"
"If out of hand, they may be exhausted, unhealthy and stressed"

I was standing up there with Martin Luther-King, Nelson Mandela and Mother Theresa. 

The website tells me that my old self would take the time to find someone they truly connect with and once they find that person, their relationships would reach a level of depth and sincerity that most people can only dream of. 

Is that what happened?

Relationships with an INFJ are not for the uncommitted or shallow.

Of intimacy I was told INFJ's go beyond the physical, embracing the emotional and spiritual connection they have with their partner. 

INFJ's cherish what it means to become one with another person. 

I became one with another. 

ENFP

Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, Prospect.
A truly free spirit. 
Charming. Independent. Energetic. Compassionate.
I crave creativity and freedom. 
I believe everyone should recognise and express their feelings.

ENFP's are very emotional.- when they step on someone's toes, they both feel it. 

I am up there with Robert Downey Jr, Robin Williams, Sandra Bullock. 

Very Popular and Friendly Very Popular and Friendly Very Popular and Friendly 
"All this adaptability and spontaneity comes together to form a person who is approachable, interesting and exciting, with a cooperative and altruistic spirit and friendly, empathetic disposition. ENFPs get along with pretty much everyone, and their circles of friends stretch far and wide."


Perhaps I have always been ENFP. 
I so badly wanted to be the 1%. 

ENFPs take their relationships seriously, and are known for their uninhibited and unshakeable devotion to the people to whom they've committed their hearts.

I commit my heart to myself.

You made me stronger. Thank you. 

Now that I have met myself, I am never letting her go.