Monday 21 December 2015

the Rules


my heart hurts a little bit today. not for anyone else, for myself.
She doesn't know what she wants. She doesn't long for another, she longs to be content, to be whole.

my brain hurts a little bit today. He feels disconnected and misunderstood. He longs for another.

I'm hurting a little bit today. I want to connect. desperate to connect. latching onto every chance with beautiful eyes that walks into my life.

I don't feel like a person. I don't feel like a woman, I don't feel like a man. I don't feel like a lover, not a fighter. I'm a thinker. A feeler of emotions that don't link up. A contradiction. gemma the great contradiction.