I have hay-fever
I have bad red wine
I have water boiling
I have had too many chips
I have weed
I have a sore ankle
I have 3 assignments I should be doing
I have a cat that isn't mine
I have a fear of commitment
I have a fear of letting people down
I have a fear of letting myself down
I have a fear of being disliked
I have a fear of being hurt
I have a fear of being hurt
I have regrets
I have no regrets
I have so many regrets.

feeling better

Had a solid 3 week meltdown and I can finally see clearly again
I'm okay and I am happy.
Things are busy and hard but they are worth it.
Plus I still have time to have a beer in bed and listen to my friends' music.
It feels so good to be in the present moment again.

I'm sorry I'm so shit

sick of myself