An observation

This time last year I dropped out of uni and was having a mental breakdown. Now I'm the happiest I've ever been, I'm making art, I'm making so many friends, I weigh ten kilos less (I'm healthier) but the second I think about studying I melt down again? Maybe I'm not meant to study. How will I survive if I don't study though? I will be poor forever. Would it be dumb to drop out of uni and just work lots and make a lot of art? Or suck it up for a year and a half more and see what happens???? All I really want to do is travel, meet people and make art - I don't care where I work. HELP ME INTERNET WORLD I AM MELTING DOWN BUT ALSO NOT MELTING DOWN BECAUSE I AM REALLY HAPPY