I smoke the doob you rolled
Drink my red, Bowie sings
To me. You threw my CD's
and slammed the door
Said we were too
different
Apples and oranges
You had pink hair, when
we met
Pink as the setting sky,
so beautiful –
I remember. I sighed,
You didn’t notice me.
A year passed.
First day of class, the
final year.
You were younger, so
eager to play.
We never spoke but I knew
you were there.
Did you think of me? Did
you watch me from the back row?
Did your ears perk up
when you heard my voice?
Weeks pass.
“Have you guys met?”
You suggested we do
tequila shots
Out of each other’s belly
buttons.
I thought you were so
charming, so cocky.
Another year passes.
I see you from a mile
away, your freshly shaved head
Laughing at another’s
words.
You don’t see me. I’m
drunk.
The birthday girl is
cutting her cake.
I forget my fears and
beeline through the crowd.
I make fun of your shirt.
I catch your eyes. You smile.
My heart pounds with
excitement, lust and desire.
3 days pass.
We pull up to my house at
3am
After hours of adventure
and flirting,
Breaking the ice and
testing the waters.
I don’t invite you in. My
mother would wake.
A day passes.
We slept on the beach
that night.
Getting high and eating
lolly snakes
You gave me all the pink
ones.
You kiss me on the cheek,
a gentleman –
I kiss you on the lips,
unusually brave.
We saw each other every
day
For a year and a half, so
in love.
You lived with me, we
travelled together.
We laughed, we cried, went
to weddings and funerals.
Hand in hand, we sailed life and love.
And now you want to
leave.
An empty body that was
once reliant on you –
A body-less soul floating without
a cause.
Separate.
By Gemma Elsom (Girl Genius)
By Gemma Elsom (Girl Genius)
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